If you were to ask me if there is a literary figure with whom I identify myself, then I would like to offer some existentialist man of action, one whose tormented soul makes dangerous choices, only because one must choose, and the choice being secondary to the act of choosing itself.
The truth is, after two weeks off running, and with a poor record before that, I identify most with Tom Kitten, the eponymous hero of Beatrix Potter's Bildungsroman. Tom, you will recall, grew so fat that when his mother tried to dress him in his best clothes, the buttons burst off. The same thing happened to the pair of trousers I wear as I write.
I ran yesterday for the first time for a fortnight; I shall run again tomorrow. I have learnt that it will take a long time to recover fitness. The best way to think of this is to go back over ten years, to when I started this present bout of running, with slow lunchtime jogs and what passed for a long run on a Sunday was four or five miles. If I can establish that base again, even though ten years older, I stand some chance of fitting into my trousers again.

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